A sign, everything will be ok, have faith

I am not sure what the title of this blog entry should be, it'll come to me towards the end of me writing it...

I was having a GREAT day at work until my co-worker (my buddy) came to me and said "They gave me the F20 job." My first reaction probably wasn't the greatest. I was upset, I wasn't asked to take the position or even warned that someone else would be getting the job. I should've said, "I am proud, good luck." I opened my mouth and was a little harsh.
I was a little frustrated at the higher ups in my office. I can't blame my co-worker, it's not her fault, decisions were made and she agreed to take the position. Heck, if it was me getting a promotion and I've only been on a JOB for a little over a year, I would've took it!!! Business is Business...Right?

I realize what I want isn't what God has planned for me. I need to wait, be patient and put my Faith in God not in Man!!!

There were 4 people who walked in front of my car 3 different times, they waved and said sorry; if you've ever been to SO Cal, you know that never happens...people are rude...I knew God was sending me a sign telling me everything was going to be ok.

The Sugar Fairy

LOL! I have to share a funny story. There is this lady I work with she is a diabetic (T2), she knows I am diabetic also. She was walking around the office passing out candy. The sugar fairy is what I will call her. She said,"Does anyone want candy? it's not sugar free". The Sugar fairy laid a few pieces on my co-workers desk. Then she placed a few on another co-workers desk. The Sugar Fairy made it to my desk; I was on the phone. She asked, "Would you like some candy? it's not sugar free." I let her know I didn't want any. She asked again. I waved her away. She said, "I guess you don't want any candy because it's not sugar free. I don't follow my diet." My thought is what makes you think I want to mess mines up...I don't get the Sugar fairy at all, she is trying to sprinkle me with sugar treats, has she lost her mind??? I can't say she doesn't know any better because she does. Too Darn Stubborn to follow the rules of trying to maintain her diabetes and preventing diabetes.

Bug-a-boo Co-worker

Yesterday, when I was at work I pulled out my PDM to check my Bg's and bolus for breakfast. My new co-worker came up to me and said, "You too?". I am thinking what is this lady talking about you too. She came up to me and gave me a hug and said POOR BABY; mind you I just met this lady last week. I don't mean to be rude but come on...Please don't feel sorry for me, I don't. She said, " You have diabetes?". I let her know I did. She said, "You take insulin?". I said, "Yes." I placed the strip in my PDM and she said, "wow! you don't have to use that much blood?"...lol by this time I am irritated, she was standing over my shoulder and my PDM read 150. She said,"Wow! that's high." I let her know that it was ok. I was controlled; I didn't want to tell her I take meds in the AM and it causes a slight increase in my bg's, after all that is none of her business.

I think the thing that ticked me off is after she told me my bg's were high, she reached over and grabbed a glazed donut! How can you tell me my BG's are high at 150 and you are eating a glazed donut, didn't check your bg's after you did it...what's up with that???

Venting

"America's Freedom Comes at A Cost"-Bush

I was actually going to write a blog about a movie I rented last night, but when I was logging onto the internet I saw a quote from George Bush; just saying his name makes me cringe. I know we are all entitled to our on political views, but America has lost so many men and women to a senseless war.
I hated when my Husband had to leave home to go to Iraq for 15 months. I hated not knowing if he would come home safe. I didn't like to keep a thought in the back of my head---that he may not come home....This war has screwed up so many lives, marriages, children and family it's unreal.
I support my Husband and of the other men and women who sacrifice their lives to make sure WE are FREE from terrorist and whoever else. I don't support a man who is trying to play god. Bush falsified records stating there were weapons of mass destruction...what a bunch of crap.
I don't how Bush can look at the Soldiers, Sailors, Airman and Marines in the eye....Well, I am getting furious just thinking about it so I am going to end this blog...Bush only has a few months in office...Yippee!!!

Complaining

Today, I am sitting at home watching Niya play. She really amazes me sometimes. I took her shopping. She picked out a book, shorts and a tank top. I can not believe she is going to be 3 soon. It's only 64 degrees here in SO CAL, gas is $4.05 a gallon...what is a girl to do??? Scott and Quyncee went to see the movies. TV is terrible and I can't go to Borders to get a book because Niya is in her restless stage. What a way to kick off the weekend..bored and at home.
Friday, Scott treated Quyncee and I to a manicure and a pedicure....awe! so relaxing. Just to be able to sit and do nothing...awe! Thank you Scott!! I enjoyed every moment of it...